reverting to atypicality

"Human beings are not born once and for all on the day their mothers give birth to them…life obliges them over and over again to give birth to themselves."

Gabriel García Márquez (via ismiledsweetly)

Not only do I find you pleasing on your own, I am literally conditioning myself to like you. Each dose of nicotine rewards me, subliminally reinforcing my already developing dependence. But I guess the effect is mutual. I wonder if you text me late at night for the cigarette or the company and if you’re aware enough to dissociate the two. I am, but I’m only getting addicted to one.


I was thinking about this post last night